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deedee`sweet

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why must this happen?
you never realize it.
never.
i just dnno what to do it then.
its quite hurting for me.
really.
i just can`t stop crying.
seriously, what is so great about you?
what you`ve did to me?
you cast me a spell.
its been 3months+ i`ve been liking you.
i can`t deny.
when someone else came, i can`t accept them easily like accepting you back.
i must be strong somehow, i can`t just stay like this.
even now, my tears is rolling down.
why must this happen?
i dowan this to be happen.
everyday, trying to be strong.
every single day, putting a smile on myself, when i myself know that i can`t do it.
i always want to burst into tears.
but i always say to myself 'its enough, relax, don`t cry'.
but almost eveyday i say that, i never fail to cry.
people do say, its wasting your own time, crying everyday.
cause that won`t make things getting better.
explaining to friends, yes i did.
abit relieve, but i still dnno what to do.
so many choices they give, but i didn`t try it out.
cause i know, its not getting better.
this is the only way i can let my feelings out.
the only way.
Blog, its you, you know how i feel.
God, you know how i feel too.
Heart, im begging you, stop making the Eyes tired for crying.
Heart, stops everything.
Mind, stop thinking about him.
just stop, stop.
bang !
Deedee`Sweet.
6 November 1994.
Single.
Love Her BestFriends.
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